aaaand we’re off!!

Last night was really frustrating. I have been whining for the last couple of days about the fact that I have gained so much weight in the last few months. Well, I really became aware of it last night. One of my favorite shirts didn’t fit…Total bummer- THEN once I got ready I was really excited to take a picture…but then in every picture I took my face was so round and pudgy…. It is funny, almost like I have only been seeing what I want to see in the mirror. So, yeah that totally put a damper on my night. So then we went out to the club…. I swear I am so sick of goin out with my skinny friends. Sigh-

SO, anyway– I can’t do this whole being heavy thing anymore….I am running out of CLOTHES! LOL no, that isn’t the real reason….I am unhappy, both with how I look and how I feel. So, I have been doing some research on The Beck Solution. It seems like a great solution to help me keep on track.

That is where I am at right  now.

I hope that you all are doing well!! Have a great day!

2 Comments so far

  1. dawniegh @ June 22nd, 2008

    Hi Nyssa!I was the same way, I never relized just how big I was until I saw pictures.Then Holy Cow—Where did she come from….So I do know how you feel. It takes hard work and commitment to change the way we eat and move. It doesn’t change over night so don’t get frustrated.JUmp in and if you have a bad day jump back up and dust yourself off.You can do it!!!!If you need to talk , look me up..

  2. alaina @ June 22nd, 2008

    Hello! I’m sorry you had a bad day, nothing depresses me more than getting ready to go out with my 120 pound friends. My best friend actually borrowed a pair of jeans that I outgrew, and wore them the entire time she was pregnant! Just think, the next time you go out with your skinny friends, you will be thinner that you were this time, that shirt might even fit!

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