nyssa

Ok, so I am totally stuck on looks. LOL I can’t help it!! I know that being healthy and all of that is really important…and I really want that too- but more than anything, next year I really want to be able to run around in shorts and bikini tops.

I guess I should back up a little bit- I am 22 years old…will be 23 in October and I can count on my fingers the total number of times I have worn a bikini. I have been heavy my whole life and have never been able to celebrate the summer like I want to. Now, I know that is impossible for this year. but that gives me a whole year to get where I want to be. I can do this- I want it so bad, and when I close my eyes I can see what I want to look like. Visualization is a good first step- right?

Finishing up my one diet soda for the day- then gonna start on my water. Hope yall are having a good day!!